I know I kind of say this every month, but I really mean it today: I cannot believe that we're already into March.
It still feels like March is a month away. What happened to February?
Anyway, it's the first Wednesday of the month which means it's time for IWSG
Every month I sit here and ponder what it is I'm feeling insecure about. And, I mean, there are insecurities that come and go. But generally, I sit here and kind of shrug. There's not much there. Or at least not much I want to write about (because sometimes I'm feeling insecure, but I know it's dumb and for stupid reasons that have no basis in logic or reality. And on those days I don't want to write about them because it will just sound whiny and junk)
So yeah, which makes me realize that though I sometimes have insecurities, in general I am not an insecure writer.
And, yes, it helps that there has been validation. There's the agent. The book deal. All those things that many writers dream of.
But, honestly, even before that stuff, there wasn't a lot of insecurity. I've always had confidence in myself and writing. Maybe it's because I've had a lot of support over the years. Maybe it's because I had a bit of an ego about it (earned or unearned, who knows)(and, just realize, every time I wrote "because" in this blog post, I spelled it wrong)
Honestly, it's a nice place to be. I wish more people could be here, too.
Just believing in yourself and writing. Knowing that when you do feel insecure, recognizing that everyone does, sometimes, and that it will pass.
Also, today, I'm over at Crystal Collier's blog and there maaaaay be a chance to win a copy of ASSASSIN'S HEART if you want to check it out
It still feels like March is a month away. What happened to February?
Anyway, it's the first Wednesday of the month which means it's time for IWSG
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| Today's co-hosts are Lauren Hennessy,Lisa Buie-Collard, Lidy, Christine Rains, and Mary Aalgaard! |
Every month I sit here and ponder what it is I'm feeling insecure about. And, I mean, there are insecurities that come and go. But generally, I sit here and kind of shrug. There's not much there. Or at least not much I want to write about (because sometimes I'm feeling insecure, but I know it's dumb and for stupid reasons that have no basis in logic or reality. And on those days I don't want to write about them because it will just sound whiny and junk)
So yeah, which makes me realize that though I sometimes have insecurities, in general I am not an insecure writer.
And, yes, it helps that there has been validation. There's the agent. The book deal. All those things that many writers dream of.
But, honestly, even before that stuff, there wasn't a lot of insecurity. I've always had confidence in myself and writing. Maybe it's because I've had a lot of support over the years. Maybe it's because I had a bit of an ego about it (earned or unearned, who knows)(and, just realize, every time I wrote "because" in this blog post, I spelled it wrong)
Honestly, it's a nice place to be. I wish more people could be here, too.
Just believing in yourself and writing. Knowing that when you do feel insecure, recognizing that everyone does, sometimes, and that it will pass.
Also, today, I'm over at Crystal Collier's blog and there maaaaay be a chance to win a copy of ASSASSIN'S HEART if you want to check it out
8 comments:
Yes, I definitely have insecurities, but they're sort of illogical and buzz around like bees collecting pollen... You know, maybe that's how we should treat them, like bees. Don't poke the nest, don't stir them up, put on your gear before collecting the honey...
Yes, I definitely have insecurities, but they're sort of illogical and buzz around like bees collecting pollen... You know, maybe that's how we should treat them, like bees. Don't poke the nest, don't stir them up, put on your gear before collecting the honey...
Already visited Crystal!
It is a good place to be. Besides, you took classes and prepared. You did the things that would give you that confidence.
Good for you Sarah! Great post and reading about your confidence (most of the time:)) helps to inspire others. Thanks for sharing and have a great new month! All the best.
That is awesome! I do wish I go be there more often too. Have a great March! :) (I just spelled March wrong three times!)
This is very good advice and I appreciate your openness. It helps to know that it is okay to believe in yourself.
Shalom,
Patricia
Yay for that happy place. Stay there as long as you can, eh? I've read one too many posts about roller coasters today, and writing is always one of those.
Refreshing to read your post! Congrats on the agent and contract! Obviously you have a healthy ego and that is great; not all egos are healthy. Thanks for sharing with us today and giving food for thought, like, do I really have anything to feel insecure about today?
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